Waking In Winter

Posted March 1, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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Waking in Winter

Where my flank rests
against your thigh,
I see the color
of closed eyes,
an undercover shade of leg
lidding buttock,
a grey marked
by morning–blurred purple
awaiting rumple–the space slow
to unstick.  Sky outside lighter,
though grey enough,
above the field’s bright sheet,
as it lays down
more snow.

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A poem of sorts in 55 words continuing the tradition of the G-Man, Mr. Know-it-all, for Kerry O’Connor’s prompt on With Real Toads; in this case, Kerry asked us also to think about a color.

Passage

Posted February 28, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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Passage

The passageway to warmth
is as wide as it need be–
the breadth of your body, the breath
of your body–
sighs sized to stretch us both
into foreshortened
longing–
a night narrow
as two spoons.

But when, feeling lone,
the brain becomes a dislocated bone,
when crevices hutch stone, darkness thickens
and even walls pass judgment,
one confuses ways-away.

Some mistake an unlit oven
for possible passage (the speckle
of its inner midnight misread
as splotches of star),
consider cuts channels, purge
as release, oblivion
a coveted tease–

when–I have to believe–
if time could just be waited upon,
warmth might alight in windowed panes,
great trapezoids of sun winnowed
from the meanest cracks,
brightnesses to bring us back
into blink and dazzle,
a radiance that lets us wear
its raiment as our own, quickening
whatever lists into its frame and, too,
what simply looks on.

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Here’s a poem originally written for a personal challenge given to me by Corey Rowley  (Herotomost) on Real Toads, and posted there.  I have edited the enjambment a little and am re-posting on my own blog and also for dVerse Poets Pub open link day, hosted by the wonderful Claudia Schoenfeldt as Claudia and Brian Miller pass a torch at dVerse Poets Pub to Bjorn Rudberg.  Brian and Claudia have definitely offered a passageway to warmth for me in all their online poetic endeavors and have my heartfelt gratitude.  

 

 

Revelators

Posted February 27, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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Revelators

I.

Dawn always.

The first taste (and, okay, also the aftertaste)
of dark chocolate.

The undersides of leaves
blown back
when the wind blows leaves silver,
then slack.

Eyes that care for you.
Eyes that reflect a light you had not known
you carried.

Eyes.

II.

But why, I ask myself,
in this poem that moves
among the revelations of dawn
and the back-leafing
of silver,
do you keep in
the chocolate?
You who never eats
chocolate–

All I can think of
is how sweetness
must always be
re-learned–how else
can some of us remember
the recognizing of it?

And of a treat
I was sometimes given as a child–a bonanza,
it was called–ice cream haloed
by bananas in a swim
of dark and shiny–
and of how that hot fudge sheen,
lathered by crenellated cream,
is now a palpable layer
in my father’s remembered smile,
as if he sometimes spoke
in Sundae.

And though this memory is surely–if anything is–
an aftertaste, this poem is not
about comfort food but about whatever pools
in the spoon of the senses,
lighting an opening
that your caught, dim, heart
might some day
sight–

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A poem of sorts for Marian Kent’s prompt on Real Toads based on a song by Gillian Welch called Time (The Revelator).  Another one that should probably end at the first stanza.  The pic above is of dawn looking out over Central Park in good old NYC.  The bottom pic an old one, made by me.

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Medieval Mother And Child (Carved Somehow)

Posted February 25, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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Medieval Mother And Child (Somehow Carved)

I don’t know why it is
my babe’s a little man,
nor why he stands so perched
upon my arm and hand–

nor why I mayn’t be touched
by any other,
only that when he suckles,
he’s certain babe enough–

and man.  Then, that my breast
turns round as the sky’s sun,
hard and sturdy-stemmed,
in his fine-fingered palm,

as a pomegranate;
I fear then–oh, I fear—
that such rubied pride will burst
in fountained drops near

crimson, prisming the air
in their first flood,
but darking to a sluice
of side-slid blood,

our every round gullied
by its rivulets.
No babe can be so held
as to tourniquet

that flow; nor arms so braced
to hold off sorrow’s touch.
This, I know. Yet, e’en the wood
in me craves so much;
where stone, I long,
where bone, I mourn.

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A draft poem of sorts, written belatedly for the wonderful Brian Miller’s prompt on dVerse Poets Pub asking for something medieval.  I am also posting for With Real Toads Tuesday Platform.   Above is the picture (copyright infringement not intended) of a medieval German madonna and child from New York City Metropolitan Museum.  Below is a non-medieval madonna and child in Uruguay, whose pic was taken by yours truly. 

 

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To B

Posted February 22, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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To “B”  (Letter to the Letter to B)

Oh, you’re Bad.
You Ball Bearing Bugle
of Boldface.
You Barrel-Breasted
Buster-Out-Of-Blankness;
you Bombolino
Bird of Bray!

Just look at you!  So Brassy
when in Block!
With so much Bleep
from Brow to Base–those Blatant
Buttucks– (or maybe they’re of
the Bosom Bersuasion)–
which, in our Bargaining with
Being, don’t even make
us Blink.

Though in the itty-bitty case (your
bijou brand)–you nearly bury
your bullet, bearing your bubble
as a boot or bashful beard,
braiding your boons and banes
in bismuthed ballyhoo—

Oh B,
how you do Belt out, beguile–
no matter the bull and bile–
as all the while,
you still book beats,
beak banter,
bale
the blues–
you bestest ever
(ever
bouncing
back–)

 

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A ditty of sorts for Margaret Bednar’s prompt Play It Again, Sam on With Real Toads, where Margaret asks us to pick an archived challenge.  In this case, I am writing to Kerry’s challenge to write an open letter.  I realized on reviewing this that I’d written a letter to the letter “A” on the first go-round, so thought I’d try “B” this time. 

I was at the Metropolitan Museum last night and took pictures of various “B” things–from beards to boddhisatva–above and below.  

PS – I have a poem up over at Real Toads right now in answer to a personal challenge by Corey of Herotomost. I will probably post it here tomorrow, but if you want to see it, in advance:  Passage

 

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Remittal

Posted February 20, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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Remittal

Dear father,
who is in heaven
if heaven is as hallowed
as they say.
I miss you and remiss you
every day,
meaning that
I miss you again
and again
but still spend
myself
as if time were money,
a currency that could be
accumulated, counterfeit,
newly engraved;
ever asking you,
who knew better,
to help me stop. 

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A sort of poem for Grapeling’s prompt on With Real Toads to “get listed.”  In this prompt, Grapeling asks us to use homonym-type words or words that have different meanings.  I hate to direct interpretations of a poem but I’m including the word father as one of these,  as I feel like the poem is directed more to my personal father than a grander one, but not sure that meaning comes across.  The above photo is not really synced to the poem, but was taken recently at my house in upstate New York.  This is a second story room, ice on the windows–you can see a speck of tree at the top. 

 

 

Brain Freeze

Posted February 17, 2015 by ManicDdaily
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Brain Freeze

It is negative nine.
Minus nine.
Nine
below zero. 

Or maybe ten–this,
on the thermometer, whose little lines
are too fine
for my sure read–

but determine to go out–
feel, then, negative
nearly ten–hike
some wool long underwear under
my flannel night gown, channel arms into
deep down coat,
tie fur hat below chin, zip
myself in–

The white world is unimpressed
by my quick bulk.
Where nightgown opens (under cover of downed neck)
feels naked as the half moon that hovers
at the trees’ bared heads
(the trees’ bared limbs, that is,
trees not having heads,
except for broccolis, which aren’t
true trees.)

Eyes slip over
the ellipses of a hare
who was apparently just there, at least
his paws were,
pause upon the ice,
glasses also
fogging.

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Here’s a little ditty from one of the warmer days we’ve had in that there was no significant wind chill–the last few days have actually been very difficult to go out in without proper gear–I have even at moments taken to wearing goggles over my glasses (which I hate) to try to protect eye fluids from freezing.  (It was supposedly negative 40 the day before yesterday and yesterday morning. This is Farenheit.  I do not know how they calculate wind chill, but it was certainly cold.)

Posting for Real Toads Tuesday Open Forum. 

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